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The
Compassionate Friends In
Memory It has
been almost four years now since I lost the one person who truly knew me.
That is my sister, Jessica. Everyone knew she was older than me but I was
her protector. She was the princess and I was the tomboy. I always
thought that we would go through life and grow old together. Now the only
way those dreams will come true are in my memories of her. I
remember the day like it was yesterday. The day had been pretty normal
until 10:45 when my mother called my house and was talking to my father.
When he hung up the phone he had told me that my sister had died. I didn't
believe him. I thought someone was playing a joke, but when he told that
he had talked to my mom I started to cry uncontrollably. The place where
she was at; they were not going to let me or her other sister or brother see
her. I know up until this day if I didn't get to say good-bye to her she
wouldn't be able to rest easy. That is how close we were in the last few years
of her way too short life! People
who have gone through this tell me it will get easier, but when? I have no
one here that I can talk to so I write her and hope that she comes to me in my
dreams. I will never forget the last words she said to me "I love you
Samantha". I tell everyone I can about her. Whether I've known
them for years or just met them, because to know me is to know her. My mom
tells me that I have grown into a beautiful young woman and I know that is in
part to my sister. She was the one with all the fashion sense and I know
that I am growing up to be just like her. That is the best thing that
could happen to me. I
LOVE YOU FOREVER JESS LOVE YOUR LITTLE BRATTY SISTER In
Loving Memory Away to
Heaven He's gone up to
heaven So not to suffer any more Written by: In
Memory Lullabye Goodnight,
my angel, time to close your eyes I
promised I would never leave and you Goodnight,
my angel, now it's time to sleep Remember,
all the songs you sang for me, Goodnight,
my angel, now it's time to dream, Someday
we'll all be gone, but lullabyes go on and on, Jimmy
& Ruth Williams Submitted by
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